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who would have known life could be so hard, i had it made for me and then i completely messed everything up. i was so happy, and now i am so miserable. i have no one to talk to, and nothing to talk about. i’ve got like 3 freaking friends, and no boyfriend. i really loved taylor, and it’s all my fault that he’s moved on. i just wish i’d change for him, i will do every thing in my power to. god. i sound so terrible. but yeah, i want MY life back. i want to be happy again, i want to have loads of friends and laugh and i want to kiss someone i’m so in love with. someone i thought would be there forever. oh my god, i upset myself so much. i’m crying. fml. i really truly disapoint myself to no end, i really honestly wish i’d just fall off of the planet. just be gone. i know no one would miss me. i’m done with this tumblr, because at this very second i have decided to start over. a fresh page. no one will know my name, just me. and no one will know my past, and what i’ve done and been through. later.
i have nothing else to say anymore, just FML
i’ve never not known what to write on here before. but right now, i am so speechless and hurt. maybe it wasn’t to make me upset, maybe it was. i have no idea, and i know i’ll never find out. i just really need to come home so bad, i don’t know if i can make it 8 days longer without seeing someone i actually want to see. and no, it isn’t taylor, he is not the person i want to see. not ever. well at least right now.
bye bye bye bye bye fml .